Posted: March 12, 2014
Awesome….as told last blog, I managed to take myself out at the knees-literally. While finding ways to walk without putting pressure on my knees, avoid stairs, and drive our standard shift car, healing has been happening quickly and in magical ways. I am still in awe of how deeply of our thoughts are integrated into our physical being. Flashbacks from childhood are afoot again as well as judgement and forgiveness. As my knees heal, layers of old memories are surfacing…..memories that leave me feeling shame, fear and guilt. I am surrounding these memories with Reiki and The Indigo Beings in meditation daily….choosing to embrace them, and their significance to my life patterns. As I follow this practice, my reaction to the memories is less judgmental and moving toward forgiveness. Forgiveness…forgiveness of myself ?…totally ?…for everything I have done ?…or said ?…or thought ?…Once I thought that impossible, now it is a maybe growing toward yes. Hon Sha Ze Sho Nen…. Denise